Autumn has come and gone and we’re already two full weeks into March! I have now had my all five of my children in school for a little more than six months. After 13 years of having non-stop chaos in my home, I used to wonder how these days would feel… No kids at home for half of the day. Only one around for the other half (he’s in kindergarten).
I had dreams of what this would look like.
Heavenly dreams of slow mornings, hot coffee, settling down with a good book in hand and a bowl of chocolate covered almonds in the other… Or maybe I would go on a run each morning.
Or strike off a few more books on my never-ending “to read” list.
I definitely thought I’d finish editing my book by now. And that it would be published already…
I had grand plans of organizing every single room in the house; touching up the worst of the nicked-up walls with a fresh coat of paint. Plus it was going to look clean all the time as there are no kiddos around to mess it up…am I right??
Even now I’m chuckling to myself because what was I even THINKING?!? Did I actually believe that the moment my kids got on that bus, time would just magically multiply for me? My ideas that moms with kids in public school must have nothing to do… yeah, those are quickly getting squashed.
If anything, this year has been a good reminder about the reasons I decided to homeschool in the first place.
So now that I’ve had a fair chunk of time with my kids in each, I want to give an honest look at homeschooling and public school. Hopefully, with taking a deeper look, the large wall that seems to hang between homeschoolers and those who go to public school will come down.
And we’ll realize how similar we really are. Our differences aren’t so bad either. My hope is that we begin to see that the “other side” isn’t crazy.
Or bad for your kids.
One isn’t necessarily easier than the other. And honestly, both can be impossibly difficult but amazingly rewarding if done well.
Oh￼, and I almost forgot… aren’t most Canadian’s going to be homeschoolers now for the next three weeks or more?
I had to chuckle to myself about this, because now all the people who have told me they could never homeschool… will actually get the opportunity to test that theory out. I’m willing to pay money, that at the end of the next three weeks, the children in their care will have learnt more under their intentional direction than in a public school setting. ￼
A Typical Homeschool Day… was not at all what my dream homeschool days looked like.
I had visions creating a curriculum a where science, social studies, ELA projects all worked hand in hand together. I also thought it would look more like the public school setting that I was raised in. And to some point I was able to achieve a bit of this. Don’t see what I mean?
To homeschool, erase much of what you know of public school. Set time schedules, hand raising for help￼, line ups, waiting for the kids that are ruining it for the rest of the class and subjects that follow a little bit of everything. Only to repeat and go more in depth year after year.
Homeschooling is actually much more freeing then this￼. And I found that it took considerably less time. Teaching my kids took a third of the time then a school day actually takes. This means I was able to pack more information into my kids before lunch then public school is able to do all day.￼ This isn’t bragging about my teaching abilities, this is just honestly how much faster teaching goes with students who get real discipline when they misbehave and who would rather spend the afternoon playing outside with siblings, then sitting at the table alone working on unfinished assignments.
The most difficult thing was that ￼I actually had to work out character clashes between me and the kids. This not only helped shape them and gave them opportunity to find their place in our family, it sharpened me as well! Impatience and outbursts of anger had to be worked on. It could no longer stay tucked safely away.
What I mean is this… when you only have to “behave” for a couple hours each evening it’s easy to never deal with character issues at all, rather go from “break” to “break”, merely surviving in between. But when you’re always with five children who are testing your patience ALL day long, you actually have to come up with a solution in order to function well.
Pros of homeschooling￼:
-Students learn at their own pace￼
-More one on one teaching
-Less wasted time
-Closer family connections￼
-Better values being taught
-Limited exposure to negative influences
-More affordable￼ (You bet, more affordable! At least, it is for having five kids! ￼Even when I spend $500 a year on curriculum￼, it saves me unnecessary school supplies, indoor/outdoor shoes, School fees, instruments, field trips, mandatory￼ gift exchanges, teacher gifts, lunches, book fairs, etc). Public school is expensive!￼
Cons of homeschooling￼:
-￼Negative sigma- feeling isolated or discouraged from other friends and/or family members
-Lack of support
-Extra sensitive kids with uncontrolled outbursts￼ (Which can also be a positive thing, when children are taught to properly express their emotions￼.)
-Some children struggle to respect other authority
-Lack of Independence or ability to solve relational problems on their own.
-Difficulty￼ with clashing personalities
-Very little down time or quiet moments
**Notice what ISN’T on this list? Socialization. Quite simply￼￼, this is a NON issue. In fact, in this day and age I would argue that most homeschoolers are more socialized￼ than public schoolers. They are able to talk with a variety of ages￼… (adults, peers AND younger children) most of them aren’t glued to their personal devices, unlike most public school children. Especially those with siblings and support groups, in my opinion are FAR ahead socially. The real argument is do they “fit in”? And my response to that would be￼￼… do you want them to? Do you want them to gossip? Show disrespect to teachers? Mock those who are weaker than them? Look up inappropriate YouTube videos?
No, in this sense, my kids do not fit in￼. And I’m 100% happy with that.
A Typical Public School Day:
So let me just clarify a few things:
– There are no leisurely mornings… I run around like a crazy woman making sure everyone has clean clothes, lunches packed, homework done, books to return for library, gym clothes for class, flute or trumpet for band, clean shoes, washed faces, clipped finger nails, breakfast eaten, and on and on and ON!! My neighbours can probably hear me yelling through the walls￼, “HURRY UP! YOU’RE GOING TO MISS THE BUS!!”
– There is no extra time….After the kids are gone it looks like all my possessions were thrown into a topless blender and vomited all over the house.
– My days are more chaotic than ever.
So yes, you probably understand the chaos in the mornings and the homework/ extra curricular schedules in the evenings. But what do Mom’s really do between those 7 hours from 9-4pm. That’s a lot of time!!!
First I clean up. Dishes, lunch meats still sitting on the table, breakfast items, socks thrown around on the ground in a panic. Forgotten papers for me to sign.
An hour or two later, the house is finally tidy (not clean, tidy, there’s a HUGE difference).
Then the phone begins to ring…
“Mrs. Bergen, I have your son here in the office with chest pains..”
“Mrs. Bergen, your boy really injured his foot today at recesss…”
“Mom I forgot my…” click.
It is now 10:30 and I have approximately 1 hour left before my youngest son comes home on the kindergarten bus. And yes it’s only one kid, but can we just acknowledge that one child is often harder than having five??? I am his only entertainer ALL afternoon￼￼!!
Anyways usually, it’s halfway through the morning before I can even start my “to do” list.
Where is this “Glorious Freedom” I was told about? I have come to realize, it is there. I really just have to stop and notice it.
It’s in the peaceful silence as I work and clean.
It’s in the mornings I decide to push off the cleaning and go for a run.
It’s in the cup of coffee I drank that stayed hot.
It’s in the muffin I did not have to share.
There is a difference to being alone, and it is most refreshing!
I established early on that if I was staying at home while my kids were in school I would not waste my time. The temptation for moms to “Netflix￼￼ binge” is all too real. To safeguard myself, I established firm rules for the days I do find myself with extra time:
1) I do not watch Netflix while my kids are at school and my husband is at work￼. I do not turn on the T.V. Period. I do not spend time on social media while they are at school.￼ (WordPress is the only social media that I’m currently on). Wasting time on my phone or other devices would be incredibly unfair to my family.
2) Only one social outing a week￼ while the family is at school/work. Again, how is it fair if my children are working all day and my husband is providing all day for our family and I am lounging around￼?
3) I get all the housework/cooking done while the family is away so that we can make the most of our family time together in the evenings. Yes I make most of our meals and lunch snacks from scratch. It’s healthier and it saves us A TON of money￼. The secret to living off of one income￼: Budget well and eat at home. Seriously.
4) The only shopping I do during the day is for necessities. Therefore, I do not waste time browsing stores for my enjoyment.
You may wonder, why all the rules? Quite simply, because our society sees stay at home moms￼ as lazy, particularly once kids are in school. I know this can be true. But I also know, that if done well, stay at home moms are vital to the family unit and to society.
Who else has the time to volunteer in the school system and help struggling children learn to read?
Who else has the time￼ to visit the sick, give meals to the weary or babysit for those who desperately need?
How about public schooling on the students side of things?
The first thing my kids noticed about public school was the noise. It was so loud and distracting! The kids were constantly interrupting the teacher and showing disrespect. My kids honestly felt terrible for the teacher and found it hard to work￼.
They did enjoy having weekly activities that we did not get to do at home￼ (for instance: music class, phys ed, science labs, after school sports, track and field, etc.) I just simply could not fit all these things in for them, but the school system can!
They also enjoyed making new friendships, hearing new perspectives on life, having recess and lunch with kids their own age, being able to have friends their ages to relate to their struggles on a new level! This was all very wonderful to see!￼
I also appreciated that there were areas￼ I never taught because I didn’t know how like French and art. Our kids have grown to love these subjects, and I’m so glad that they’ve had the opportunity to study them!￼
Pros of public school￼:
–Consistent routine and schedule
-A larger worldview/different perspective
-Space away from parents (Yes I listed this as a good thing! There are some homeschooled children who are smothered by their parents in an unhealthy way.) They do need space to make their own choices and freedom to grow!￼
-The variety of subjects￼/courses
Cons of public school￼:
-Less Free time￼
-Overly busy schedule￼
-Costs and pressure to do more outings￼
-Distractions and noise￼
-Disrespect to teachers
-Lack of individuality in teaching that is often needed for students, especially ones with minor learning￼￼ disabilities (Although to be fair I think the school system has improved tons in the last few years in this area￼).
-Lack of supervision￼
So there you have it! I know I’ve missed some of the pros and cons and there’s so much more I could write. But this is a starting￼ point to better understanding both sides. I’ve learned to appreciate both public/private school and homeschool and I’m so thankful that I live in a country that allows me to choose!