Who Am I?

Who Am I?

Such a question has been all too common in my life.

When others like me, I must be likeable. When they hate me, I must be a difficult person to love. When they compliment my talents, I must be admirable. When they insult me, I am worthless.

Or am I more than the sum of what others think of me?

When I feel happy, I must be successful. When I feel down, a miserable failure. When encouraged, I am bright-eyed and promising, the next moment discouragement makes me a hopeless case.

Who am I? Certainly more than what I’m feeling from moment to moment!

Yet it’s a question that haunts me and in my most honest moments I’ll admit that the fact that I’m asking the question in itself shows the depths of my insecurities and wavering character.

I’ve been reading a lot of biographies lately. I’m inspired by the stories of real people who’ve walked before me.

My current selection is Bonhoeffer.


Living during the times of World War I & II, this book tells the life story of a German pastor who stood up to the warped society of his day, becoming a spy and eventually a martyr. Real hero material right?

What won my heart was his poem, written in captivity that echoed the words that have become commonplace in my journals and poems. In fact reading his words, I felt like I had stepped into my own story:


How can two different people from two totally different times become so connected by three simple words: Who Am I?

That is the frailty of humanity. We grasp at strings to find something, anything to define ourselves by. But as I think these things over, a hint of a smile creeps to my lips. And I can’t help but wonder if God has a of a sense humour, knowing this about us. Didn’t he introduce himself to the Israelites as “I AM”? He doesn’t need to add anything to his title because he just is.

I may not know who I am, but I know the I AM, maybe that’s enough.

12 thoughts on “Who Am I?

    1. Oh yes! Do read it, it has such valuable truths in it. I would say it’s a difficult read at times as many chapters I have to stop to take in what I read…but it’s definitely worth the read!


  1. I really enjoyed this post. We’ve become so accustomed so having everything defined these days. How often do we allow a heart check and allow the Lord to give us a definition of ourselves?

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  2. Great post, Heather. Bonhoeffer was an amazing man, with a story that does tend to leave us wondering. His life and writings speak volumes and raise questions in the deepest recesses of our hearts. I don’t know if you’ve seen the movie: Bonhoeffer, Agent of Grace – but I highly recommend it. It’s great.

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    1. He is such an intriguing man! Honest, bold and in many ways his questions and beliefs were ahead of his time. I hadn’t known there was a movie about him, I definitely will check it out! Thanks for sharing 😊


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